Now I Know Why.

This morning! Dream/Answer to situation a few yrs ago that I didn't understand why I was the villian!!! :
I exited a group meeting. Headed to my normal area. A person took me to another spot. I wondered. I knew that was one of the sacred spots but I went where I was told. I didn't know the machinations/decisions behind the scenes, so I obeyed her. Shortly thereafter, a livid group leader stomped back and forth passed me! I never saw the leader out there before. I had no idea what he was livid about but I knew it had something to do with me. He didn't address me or ask a question. He just angrily stomped past me back and forth a couple of times. I KNEW I needed to get out of all that because he seemed dangerous!

Fast forward to 1.13.2024 at 6:11am. God woke me up to remind me of the incident and told me what happened. That day, I was put in one of the 'sacred' spots, which I knew but was following directions! The Lord told me the person put me there purposely to defy or overstep the leader and to get me (whoever new person) in trouble. Consequently, I got treated like I was a bad child for the next 4+ years even though I didn't go back to the group (because he was acting like a raving maniac that day!).
I was not approached, questioned, called, emailed, corrected, redirected or asked why I obeyed or even who I obeyed. I did what I was told by the one who was going about placing people as if she was the one in charge of that assignment for the day. That wasn't the time to run back looking for the scattered group to ask should I do what she said or was she in charge or...?
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Approximately 2.5 years later, I saw a group officer who I was slightly acquainted with way before this. She was cordial but with an added glare at me. I didn't know what that was about! Now, I do...at 6:11am on 1.13.2024! Lord, You have a way! I don't know why You didn't tell me this back then or lead those people to search You for direction on how to handle the situation (because maybe You would have revealed to the leader/exposed the other person) or reminded them that mistakes had been made (by them) and to just calm down. (Although I didn't do wrong purposely - and she did or maybe didn't - there seemed to be no or very slow forgiveness from them in that and other situations concerning outsiders. Yet I have an issue with forgetting, so, there you go. )

Anyway, I thank the Lord for waking me early this to show me what all that was about way back then. There is a reason He showed me and a reason He waited. And we know that all things work together for good to them who love God, for them who are the called according to His purpose...Romans 8:28